I want to scream but I am in class so that would be weird and I am really trying to stay composed. I think it is inappropriate to wish death to people on the internet so I won't but I want to. So instead I just am coming here to say I am so angry that words can't come close to expressing how I feel. I will probably keep it short because I don't think posting here will actually be helpful but I wanted to get it out somewhere I could see my words. I wish I could protect everyone I love and keep them from making mistakes that will cause them hurt and anguish in the future but we can't do that. My mom keeps telling me to "love her through it" and just support her as much as I can. I'm trying my best, I want to support my sister in every way I can and have her know I'm here. I also want to shake her and yell at her because all of this was so preventable. However, that would be worthless, not helpful, unproductive. So I will just keep loving her the best I can and hope that it's helpful. If not today, then tomorrow, or the day after. Just keep on loving her.
